Most days I see a predominance of one or two coloured lights in the atmosphere. This can be any colour from the spectrum and it is a bit like an aura or a mist that is very subtle and changes all the other colours that I see. All these new colours which may not blend … Continue reading Irlen Syndrome – The Meaning of Colour!
I have spent my whole life wondering why I have this tension in my body, I can't always think straight and I feel sort of insecure a lot of the time. I have really worked my socks off to get to the bottom of this and I thought after 12 years of very intense therapy … Continue reading Sensory Processing – To Hide or to Be My Insecure Self in the World? – That is the Question!
For me colours are changing all the time. Sometimes they have life and sometimes they don't. And this is obviously a big problem at Christmas. This is my story this year . . . I sorted through our Christmas decorations today and was shocked to realise that I struggle with the colour of most of … Continue reading A Highly Colour Sensitive Christmas!
I have never understood until this year why I have so many days when I say "I feel funny today." I say "I don't feel right," "I feel disconnected," "I feel insecure" etc. I could never find the reason for the feeling. I had got up in the morning with the same expectations of life … Continue reading My Funny Way of Seeing Light!
Irlen Syndrome - If we are not at one with the light we can't shine!
Today I needed to book an appointment for my son to see a dietician. When I realised that I had to go to floor 10 - the top floor of our local hospital - I broke down into tears. Last time I had to go to the top floor of the hospital I used the … Continue reading Sensory Processing Disorder – There may be no diagnosis but it is Real!
I gave up trying to complete the decoration of our home and make the perfect recipe file long ago (!) This is not the sort of 'complete' I am talking about. I am talking about a more momentary feeling of something being whole. For instance yesterday I was having a hard day and I … Continue reading My Need to make Complete!