Seeing more blue light and less red light most of the time, I am looking for the red light in the atmosphere to balance my perception of the spectrum. I notice if I see less red light, that I feel less energy in my legs and feet than I usually do. When I perceive more red light or I find I can wear glasses to either block blue or enhance red, I suddenly feel more grounded and more secure.
Some days the light feels very strange. The roofs I see from my window stand out in their darkness and other black markings on birds appear differently to how they usually do. On those day the light also seems very bright. This might happen on sunny days in the middle of summer but can happen when there is lots of white cloud at other times of the year too. I can find myself squinting inside, even on a January day.
On stormy days I feel intense and often agitated. I struggle to think clearly and in the end I just have to get on with something and the more intense it is the better!
Every day the colours change as the light changes. Sometimes colours look ‘wrong’. Sometimes they look ‘right.’ This greatly impacts how I live my daily life.
There are many kinds of cloud and bright storm clouds make me feel so hemmed in that I just crave freedom.
In certain types of cloud I feel as if my energy is being compacted and the only answer is to be the pusher – to push through with some project or idea.
When the light isn’t perfectly balanced in my perception I can find pattern hard to process.
I often see colours with slightly less red in them than normal. This disturbs my brain and gives me unpleasant symptoms. Today there was more red in the atmosphere and the spectrum appeared more balanced.