I do appreciate your likes, comments and interest in my blog! I like to feel seen and heard. I always have done ever since I was a child! When I was 3 I used to twirl and dance and sing. I wondered why others didn’t want to twirl, especially the adults!
Now I’ve had a very long journey getting back to that twirling dancing 3 year old who I lost contact with a long time ago. I’ve tried teaching in schools and one-to -one and I didn’t find her there. I’ve tried doing lots of musical things, connecting with my passion for blues and performing but I didn’t even find her there. I’ve tried painting my passion for flowers and trees and the relationship between people and place in my own childlike way but she wasn’t there either.
The best twirling that I have enjoyed for all these years has been the last few months of writing this blog and then checking my stats page and seeing that people are reading my posts and anecdotes and benefiting from them. I twirl best and am the most free when I am being a healer. I enjoy all the other things I’ve told you about. I am even passionate about them. However they feel sort of contained to me and I feel a restriction in my upper abdomen. However when I am being a healer I feel strong in my abdomen. It is as if I am stepping through a window into a big expansive space and I love it there because I am free to twirl to my heart’s content!