Life feels too much for my sensitive self today! I don’t know what it is I really want to do but I am not finding the basics of life that easy. I mean I don’t want to sit down and think about meals and order food and that sort of thing. But there again I do want to eat! Sometimes I really like the mundane. I use things like this to punctuate my day especially if I am thinking or writing deep thoughts. But when I am not doing this, I have no reason for the punctuation! And so the mundane doesn’t fit very well and I get angsty and frustrated. By the time I’ve done all the daily stuff I don’t have the energy to put into what I originally wanted to do – you know- the thing I didn’t know what it was!
So now I am stuck! I need to rest and get back my sense of equilibrium before I can find out the thing that I would have done before the mundane if I had known what it was!